My new Santa hat #shirtmas
I am to apologize to Her because:
"Mend ties, the community is too small to have to have anger and resentment."
Because its not just her, but Her Dom too.
So, again, why do I have to apologize? She did nothing wrong? Where’s Her apology?
Why is the victim apologizing for standing up for herself? Am I supposed to apologize for stating the truth too? Would Sir like to write and send it for me?
I have anger and resentment that:
*I have to be the one to apologize first.
*she hasn’t even acknowledged what I wrote, let alone given feedback if she agrees or disagrees.
*he is allowing her to manipulate him and thereby manipulate me.
*Her Dom hasn’t addressed this to my knowledge.
*Sir doesn’t hear me.
*I can’t communicate with Sir anymore.
*I have to bottle everything since I have no one to talk to about this.
*I keep questioning/doubting myself and my instincts.
*Sir risked our relationship for approximately 3 hours a week of texts, phone calls and visits with her.
*she was able to receive the discipline I had requested.
*Sir said “I want you present with me” and then went behind my back.
*I was the last person to try his new caveman flogger
*there isn’t a single toy that Sir has that is exclusively used on me
*Sir kept saying the new relationship was for both of us but never included me.
*that your Dom didn’t encourage you to get your own confirmation that this was okay.
*that my Sir kept me in the dark
*that I feel my needs take precedents over yours
*that I will not ignore my feelings so everything can be rose-tinted perfection in your world.
*For thinking you were an adult and could handle the truth
*For thinking you would try to see things from my perspective
*For expecting you to give me time to accept what you two had done
*For expecting you to give me time to mend my relationship
*For expecting you to apologize
That awkward moment when you want to text something to your Sir… And you realize you can’t because the girl he cheated with used to send that same phrase.
Joy that sending Sir that phrase used to give me is now tainted.
I love my black cat so much! And it breaks my heart knowing that black cats and dogs are adopted less than other colors and patterns… Love a black animal! They’re SO good at loving back! ☺️
Caaats !! :3
the complete set of posters, made by students at New College of Florida.
I so want one of these for my next birthday cake… But how do I pick just one?